And to continue this night
and on through morning,
in half-light I find a place to rest,
strangers among my thoughts,
those unknown people of my past
calling to me, piecing together
a family of strangers.
This is my father,
I don't know his name.
See how he holds my younger brother
so tenderly, his gentle kiss,
his hand across his face
as if he were smoothing paper,
finding a place to write.
His words, like my memory, are hidden.
He passes his hand over his cheek
and tells of the lost children,
he speaks of his love,
her name eternal, living, becoming.
If this night is the same,
if days have collapsed into seconds
and I a
I watch you enter the river
every day.
Eyes closed, head back,
unsteady and fighting to stand,
your legs reddened by the cold.
Every day you return to the shadows
of the river's edge.
You sit and listen to the water
running over the rocks,
drawn to the sound of living.
You close your eyes again and
pass your hand across
the earth beneath your legs,
come across a rock, pause
and reach to the earth,
cool, damp beneath
and dig your fingers deep
and remember what it was like
to feel the first quick rush,
the trembling
and running breath of living
and meeting that
moment of the unknown.
I want to go to you, walk with
you in
We held each other in the dying light,
as the final shadows from the sun
passed into our room, draping light on your back,
shaking from the thunder of a summer storm
that brought rain through our window.
The scent still lingers in the folds of our sheets,
in your hair and the summer damp pillow beneath my head.
I close my eyes and feel your breath on my throat,
running my back.
I wanted to hold you closer but
some distant place called we could not resist.
The first quiet moments stopped
the distant thunder kept us alive, and
now lies dead beside me.
Silence brought the horses,
running my cheeks to some destination
known only t
I can, if I sit with my eyes closed
and listen only to the rain,
forget what her face looks like.
As soon as I open my eyes,
she is there, smiling.
She brushes away
a hair that has fallen
over her face, brown
over the deeper
brown of her eyes.
She turns to the window
and watches the iris bend
and touch the earth.
I close my eyes again,
there is nothing
but the smell of rain.
These images come to me,
I can't recall if they really happened,
or if I have believed them for so long
that they have become real.
But this is what I have come to believe
about my past, my childhood,
the women I have loved
and very little else.
He
Hills That Rise Like Streets by DavidJarvis, literature
Literature
Hills That Rise Like Streets
Take me through hills that rise like streets
and fall to a green valley of cities.
By the water's drying side I can rest
and for the seasons mark the descending
tide until blasted mud rolls, and I move.
My child, your eyes are never filled, they
spill rich waters, and I drink
so that I may never die.
In my hands, your hair, like those waters,
flows and shakes darkly your sigh.
Roots of year's growth tangle with my hair,
your hands are the mouth of a thirsting tree.
With my eyes, I am poor and blind
to the depth your body judges,
to be safe.
Recall a rain, my laughing, and I
will splash in the waters, a happy
romp through mud
I should tell, before leaving, about
what is true, what is myth: and most
is both, these writings begin, I can
tell as some real life event,
and there the mind takes control
creates another reality striving
toward the deeper meaning of any
event to a truth, not what is reality
now, but what has always been, and
in years will still be true.
Anything else written is a pleasure,
that will as time does, pass.
And these pleasures are written,
with the rest, it is hard to tell,
but read again next year, we shall
see what holds true.
This has all happened, in some way
in my life, and to explain the particulars
would be to kill the
In the Distance, From China by DavidJarvis, literature
Literature
In the Distance, From China
We've known each other, so many times.
As peasants in China
your hands were old
lined and dried from the sun.
Your age hidden by the fields
revealed at night
when after working
I sat to write with
the brush you made
when you took down your hair
and leaned over me,
letting me know it was
time to come to bed.
There, in the chamber
of your hair, your smile
broadened with the sound
of cranes calling to each other.
You still smile that way,
I have the papers of those
nights, still
wrinkled like your eyes.
When we woke the other morning
I saw your face as it was in Alexandria,
so perfect all the men followed you
and we laugh
You lift me in the
High branches of my childhood,
Chasing boats after a summer storm.
Crackling straw,
Lightning fire of
Rainfall on the tin shed.
Sleep in the sweet hay,
Clinging to my hair and clothes.
Rain smell from the fields
Is memory.
Sky forks lit your face,
And mine was dark.
Eclipse
The night and flash behind your eyes.
"Goodbye."
Built deep within your voice
Where thunder cracks.
Strike me and I will
Stand in the rain,
Arms raised
To welcome your next
Embrace.
There must be a voice,
the companion of thought,
that echoes the separate
desires of passion and reason,
a voice that provides a release
from that struggle.
What else is there to tell?
All that remains is a dream,
but isn't it all? I fear
that the unknown will someday
reveal itself and there I'll
stand, mouth wide,
like a child.
My memory contains what is left
to be known. What remains
is to tell it to others so we
may understand and someday
discover what will become.
With eyes closed, we see ourselves
in another light; a light that shadows
our flaws, covers our scars, the light
of forgetting, of not wanting to know.
We see the world in part,
showing only that moment,
nothing else.
A night sky of stars, each a moment,
cannot become a constellation;
our lives when frozen are the same.
That piece is missing,
call it the unknown,
call it sacred.
I watch the stars as if
I am one of them, drifting
alone knowing others
are near, yet unreachable.
Instead of a union,
I look for a picture
in the stars to tell a story.
I look for others still to
form words in the darkness;
showing a life, a history, and future.
I look for familiar shapes
to remind me of a home.
There is a song, a name, images
of those I love; all in other languages,
all in other places.
Each star alone,
so far apart
in the light of the city
each house appears
for a moment
between the bare
tree limbs, a hollow
train call spreads
over the snow
like mist, then returns
to the uncertain darkness.
Tonight, stars are alive.
In this dark, they shed
clothes and like lovers
call to each the longest night.
They stretch hours
and burn for this moment,
when fire sleeps
and for a night beasts
crawl out and call to
the ones left behind,
alone,
huddled in houses
in fear of this,
the longest night.
I stayed out late
waiting for the stars
to fall and found
only the still quiet
of a winter night.
And I stared at the stars
waiting for that moment
of falling
only to be left waiting.
Back arched,
head back,
waiting.
I will plant a garden of flowers,
each to remember someone's name.
Friends, lovers, and those forgotten
in the gentle rains of May.
As I kneel in the garden,
I recall a night of walking,
the sun had just gone down
and the sky darkened
from purple to black.
I wanted to pick
the new flowers,
crocus and daffodils,
like she says I used to.
Only the tops of the flower,
the fragrant petals.
She says my hair was golden
then, like sunlight.
And I thought of this
while I picked the violet crocuses,
on the first warm night of the year,
a paper bag full of petals,
waiting for the geese.
I heard them calling to each other,
during t
Before I woke this morning,
I had a dream of waking,
and pulled myself through
roots and soil, deep in the earth,
a bulb tasting the sunlight heat,
splitting the frozen land and stirred
from a dead slumber to feel the light.
But still the cold attempts
to stay with the land, reluctant
to let the water flow,
or loosen the sap in the trees
and sprout to green.
Clouds attempt to hide
all traces of the sun
while the wind turns the leaves,
confusing their direction,
but can do no more
than shake them gently,
and lose them to the night.
No other is so alive, flames
from those wells split the earth.
First the crocus,
1.
Casings fall from
the new blossoms;
blown in the spring wind.
Paper seeds from
other trees rattle
on the stone path
in the garden
with last fall's leaves.
In the stronger wind
they rain dry and
tight on the street.
The new leaves
move silently above
the falling seeds.
Quieter still are
the iris in the corner
waiting to bloom.
Just two days
later... iris!
2.
I must look to the small,
the intimate, to regain
much larger things.
The paper seed
rests on a new leaf
by the stone path.
The paper seed hangs
on a leaf above the stone path.
Which way shall it fall?
Like sand, so many paper seeds
collect agains
Scattered over the winter months,
crocus are cleaned and left
glowing under the snow
like coals, a fire of color,
sharp spears tempered
with ice, shaped by the sun.
The night gathers material,
and the day a forge,
the bellows of March fire
the earth and from the ore
precious metals
rise and announce
spring.
A Window Opened in Spring by DavidJarvis, literature
Literature
A Window Opened in Spring
Rain on last fall's leaves,
a dry sound, a wet smell,
a robin somewhere far away.
Rain, so cold this evening,
on the leaves of last fall,
a robin singing above it all.
Hearing the faint rain outside,
I open the window, and
the cat comes right away.
A window just opened in spring,
brings rain, the robin's call,
and the cat, each from different places.
Again, so cold
again the rain
trying again at spring.
And there is a new wind coming from the west,
bringing the wet rain smell,
the gentle blue of spring
that stirs the trees, through the bark
of winter's dead skin wind pours,
and the hands of the tree spread
and hold together to catch the waters.
I see through the older light
taken by the snow. The stars
are trapped there, for months,
and as the sun melts to snow,
the star is broken,
and in this moment,
the night and day are one.
At sunset the last of the snow
melts and a thousand suns,
some already dead, fly to their home,
leaving the wet earth clean
for the rebirth.
The snow is seed,
the earth, womb,
wherein lie a thousa
A moment of release, the
pause after taking a breath
and thankfully able to
take another,
or to choose,
the possibility of drifting
in that gray, holding
to the moment of inaction.
And so I choose.
For the past months I have
been in the womb. Content.
Swirling in the warmth, not
wishing to even try, for the
fear of failure.
And so now I choose.
Placing one foot
on the wet grass,
shaking, I rise.
On my first step,
I stumble.
And get up.
A moment of peace, the past realized
as I stay up late, a single light in the house.
Outside, the fireflies already become fewer,
having completed their nightly ceremonies,
and retire to the grass, or deep leaves of the trees.
And I could, if I wanted, go
out and join those few remaining,
this night the past washes over me, those short
years ago that at times seem forever,
when I was young.
Already so old, and yet still happy,
content with my life,
and these moments, becoming fewer,
grow brighter and alive before I go to bed.
The flame in the end
remains standing, above
the flatlands, a great blazing lord,
and the golden wheat
bows in prayer.
Each head dipping
to the wind, sings,
a chorus of summer light.
The audience quiets,
each stalk still, silent
as one head whispers
to the next, and the field
rolls under the sky.
The solstice has passed. The day
at high summer noon has stated
plainly its beauty.
On this the longest day, we are alive
in the heat of the sun, all fallen
to knees to proclaim its strength.
I fall next to a girl, prime as the sacrifice.
The day is for the young, where they
run to the river and paint their bodies in mud,
slip into the water, as fish
jumping in the high moonlight,
they run and fall to the grass,
roll down a hill and lay, panting,
catching the cottonwood that
blows by before turning to their lover
and wrapping long arms and legs
around each other, holding tightly
to the sun stained hair,
resting a hand on he
A small field of lilies
bend in the midnight wind.
Each a golden sun,
slowly changing and
blowing to form a
constellation.
First it is the warrior,
Orion, searching for prey
on a hunt alone in the night.
Arm raised to strike, heavily,
to split the earth in two,
dividing night and day,
dreams from light,
our waking lives from the past.
The stars sing, again
a cricket, alone.
Lights glitter, for a moment,
then sink into its back.
It moves closer to the lovers
and watches over them
as a mother, caring only for their safety,
the stars, and a small field
of yellow lilies.
The flowers move.
Swell in an ocean of the night.
T
There is a chorus of voices
in Kansas nights, the finally cool
air still holds sun, in the
heat of stones and sidewalks
and so the night talks,
of no other air,
the conversations drift from
harvest to plains and riding
the constant heat of summer
and so insects and frogs argue
like old men, on the porch
we listen to these eternal
nights, with not so much as a
smile we laugh with the couple
across the street, while they
argue and don't notice in the failing
light the fireflies and the
children next door signal to
each other, with flashlights,
a secret code that is answered
in the trees and from blades
of grass. And, but f
This evening is not unlike my childhood.
But have I seen fireflies and chased them
flashing in the fresh cut grass?
I rest inside and leave this night
to a smaller boy, whose golden hair
was brilliant as he ran and laughed.
He shouts outside that he has caught one,
gently and between split fingers looks to the
firefly inside. And after a signal, sets it free.
And still as he watches the night
take his prize, he regrets the loss,
looks to the house,
the glowing room lights
and sees a man, resting,
almost asleep in a chair,
alone and frowning
from some evening's trouble.
The boy takes a step, drops the jar
he meant t
Through my bedroom window
I watch the still heat of the day come alive,
glorious in the cool and breezes of night.
I turn to the woman sleeping beside me
and place my hand on her stomach
that is still young. She turns, her hair
lifts and catches the breeze. She says
something in her dreams, but I cannot
hear the words. She smiles and touches
my hand lazily and pulls me close,
holding to me with the last sunlight,
before opening her eyes and catching
a glimpse of a firefly outside.
She runs around the lights of the sky,
spinning and calling to the moon,
that has been watching all day long,
and now turns and shows itself,
sm
She lifts her arm, the sun rises
above the branch and embraces,
damp from moss, the fog.
In her eyes, the light moves,
reflected on the leaves,
the red, turning colors
of autumn.
I Arrive, Unseen On His Back by DavidJarvis, literature
Literature
I Arrive, Unseen On His Back
Rain hardens on my cold skin
as I wait in a dead grove
for the solstice.
Years have passed.
Rain and thick ice crack
when I take my yearly breath.
I stretch, glacial carvings
fall from my back,
hidden quests and cinders
of the fire are buried
where I sit.
This year I move
with majestic grace.
Prometheus was bound to my back,
years ago I bore him, a tiny spark
and wore his daily blood.
Vulture claws scarred my shoulders,
chains hardened my muscles,
bearing an errant god fired my passion.
I moved from that place,
but the marks are still with me,
the passage of another age.
I seek a new god and travel the darkest hours
to
I will be leaving soon, the plains and storms,
will roll in my dreams, and no more,
mountains will soon bottle my tempest,
my horses, in a cavern of echoing sound.
What will change, I have lost, I have
lost the passion which only months
ago was my every moment, it now rests in
these pages, in the pages scattered
in my house, in the pages of my dreams,
a peripheral shadow that runs, for
fear of being exposed again stripped
to the biting light of the over world,
I held that creature in chains for weeks
and would not loosen the bond, until,
which night? did it beg to stretch and drink
a glass of wine, and I joining it fell asleep
Crickets have been in my memory since childhood.
They are the night, when the darkness scares a child;
they sing about fear and the night, a reminder
there is something primal and afraid in all of us.
I grew up being afraid of that violin sound,
and now I laugh in memory of those nights.
But in the other half of my mind, I still fear,
we all do when we are alone, at that moment
before we open our eyes to see what else is in the room.
The moment we realize that we may never wake.
The oldest part of my dreams is the darkness,
the sucking black light that hung over me as I tried to sleep.
The ceiling like a smoke covered cave, where
Yesterday began September,
it rained during the night,
and the cool air of autumn
stayed through the day.
As I woke for work,
the storm had risen
and thunder called
in the distant sky.
I could hear it
throughout the day,
as footsteps, a door shutting,
a book falling on the table,
pages open and then passing
in the breeze through the open window,
smelling of rain.
The sun upon rising sets
to heat the stone snow.
Ice has covered the remains
of late summer flowers,
the yellow petal of a lily,
preserved in ice.
Walking in the morning,
I stop and kneel
to touch the amber
in the snow and look to find-
the lily like a moth
softens in my hand,
leaves a powder of yellow
as it dissolves
in the heat of the sun.
Today is the first rain if autumn-
the air feels colder, wetter, hinting
at those months to come.
The light, during breaks
in the clouds is diffused,
it becomes a saturated quality
that outlines each tree as if
to draw attention to the leaves
that hint at changing.
To follow that rain-
a colder night, and a bright
fall day warmer still but crisp-
the wetness of yesterday is made
clearer by the sun-
which shines as if a farewell.
Our Insomniatic Affection by LoveShotEyes, literature
Literature
Our Insomniatic Affection
This bed is a vast Sahara of arms
who have forgotten how to hold, console,
its sheets a canvas of tongues who
have crumbled to dust under Love
but, still, I trawl these expanses under
the guise of dreams, searching for
fragments of you broken loose from
the sleep-chapped cries of these lips,
which endlessly strike together like flints,
trying to make one spark of Love to warm me on.
A dozen seeds planted, only one white flower has bloomed.
Too close to the tree for sunlight? It was a cold spring this year...
Just one was strong enough to grow, and it is so beautiful.
My Revenge for You Leaving Me by LoveShotEyes, literature
Literature
My Revenge for You Leaving Me
What I would like to do is smother
the shores of your bed with my scent,
glaze it in my essence like honey so,
when another's limbs test its supple spread,
they risk stings from the bees who guard it.
I'd like to make you a memorial to me so,
no matter how vehemently you pick
at your skin, I never break free.
There is something about walking
in the rain after a club;
a purging, a careful
folding-up of memories,
gathering storms upon our skin.
We waver towards your car as if it is a beacon,
a sober hope which will withhold the pain of morning.
Your fingers fumble for the ignition,
rain scrawled across your hair,
eyes written weary with sleep
while my body presses into the folds of the seat,
engraved in a halo of alcohol, intoxicated
with the night and all the stars which write it.
I finished up with A Memory of Flowers (a week late, but not too shabby). I'm going to do a bit of gallery reorganization on The Longest Night before continuing with the third book. There's a lot of editing still to be done. I've been mixing submitting new stuff with editing the old and it has been working so far... putting in more graphics to help define the sections, and eventually, the whole thing will have illustrations throughout.
I've completed The Longest Night and took a break before starting on the second part, A Memory of Flowers. This book still has a lot of work left in it, and I'm happy to be editing and writing on some newer material. This one is about Spring, I'm glad to leave the winter months behind, it seems like such a long time, but now life returns and I'm submitting some more poems.
I'm working on a project called Forgotten, a collection of poems I've written over the past few years. After a few distractions and experimenting around, I've found something that works.
The first book is called The Longest Night, divided into three parts. The poems are intended to be read sequentially within each gallery, kinda like a book following the progression of a story.
Some of the poems are complete as I can tell, and others are pretty raw. Critiques, suggestions, thoughts are always welcome.
It begins in winter and follows the seasons as a structural time-line. This is the first of four books I have lined up, each building on
thanks much for the fav on [link] I've been out adventuring again... so when i came back, there was a host of favorites waiting for me. too cool. Thanks for reading my madness.
This is your personal welcome to #theLiteraryVoices. I look forward to reading your work and getting to know you as an author and artist in general. Keep in mind that I do not have all the time in the world, so I will not always be able to read your submissions but I will do my very best to read some every now and then. (: Thanks again for joining and remember to keep on writing!